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"Welcome to the Light Club" by Jin Dim lights Embed The song, rhymed over Kanye West's "Amazing," starts out with Jin reading Matthew 5:14-16, with the words posted on the screen. With this nearly three-minute audio clip, Jin shines light on his new life as a growing Christian to the urban masses. "Jesus is the truth; with Him, freedom can be achieved," Jin proclaims on the song. He lays bare his feelings on his past, of being a rising star in secular hip-hop, only to seemingly crash in a resounding, career-ending blaze after being defeated at a Fight Klub battle by Serius Jones. "Ego crushed, but it also taught me humility," Jin confessed. "I used to hear the side commentary and get upset with it/Until I realized what was said had some sense in it/No excuses for the stupid records that I made/Would I still be saying this if those records had got me paid?/I can't call it/Either way I'm trying to save/What's left of my soul and not just what's going inside my wallet." The song begs the question, what's next for Jin? Making more hip-hop, with a positive, Christian-influenced edge has not been ruled out, he seems to say. "Common said he used to love H.E.R.; yo, she's still my baby/So it's only right I learn to treat her like a lady/You want raps about pimpin? Killin? Snitchin? Ballin?/You won't get 'em from me, nah, that's not my calling/God Almighty reached out/I mean it sincerely/He spoke to me like Morgan Freeman did to Jim Carrey," the MC states. Following the release of the audio clip came a video, straight from Jin's kitchen in Hong Kong, and courtesy of his laptop camera. The nearly 10-minute video has answers to all of the questions that have been floating around Christian and secular hip-hop message boards for the past few weeks.

Jin... From battle rapper to Christian rapper?! Dim lights Embed Jin notes that he has been surprised by all of the Web sites, including HolyCulture.net and AllHipHop.com, that have featured the song. With this exposure, plus that of the song being on his personal pages, Jin acknowledged that he has received a lot of e-mails and Myspace comments from people wanting to know if he's a Christian rapper now. Jin's answer? Yes, without a doubt, he's a Christian. He still raps, albeit in Chinese lately, but he is not opposed to dropping more English tracks in the future. Is he a Christian rapper? "Hey, I'll let you call it," he says. Though Jin basically identifies himself as a rapper who happens to be a Christian, he doesn't sidestep the issue of his faith, and the fact that he is relatively new to it. By listening to his account on the video, him giving his life to Jesus, unbeknownst to him, has been a long time in coming. When Jin was eight years old, a beloved aunt of his, whom he has rhymed about previously, offered to have him stay with her in New York, to go to vacation Bible school. He recalls that he was not thrilled with the idea of summer school, but was amped to have a chance to see the Statue of Liberty and do all the other exciting things that his aunt, a devout Christian, had promised.

"The Best!" by Jin Dim lights Embed He agreed to make the trip from Miami to go to VBS. There, he made friends, but he also learned "the basic fundamentals--which is just God's love for all of us, and Jesus, and how great he was, and what a sacrifice he made." He went to VBS roughly between the ages of eight to 13, stopping when it became necessary for him to help out with his family's restaurant. "I accepted Christ at a young age. Never got baptized, but I accepted Christ as my savior." Though the seed was planted, Jin notes that the relationship didn't grow, aside from him praying in times of personal need. But, God was working behind the scenes. "What I've learned in the last year is that God wants us to turn to Him when we're in trouble, but what makes Him even more happy is when we turn to Him when we're not in trouble, and just being grateful for what He's done for us, and what Jesus has done for us." Jin getting back on the path to salvation became a done deal last year. Before he moved to Hong Kong, in May of 2008, he met a pastor in January of that year. He told the pastor about his past experiences with Bible school and his aunt. He doesn't divulge what else went down in that conversation, but ultimately that meeting, on a Friday, led Jin to get baptized right away, on Saturday. "I'm still not a perfect angel now, there's still a lot of things that I'm fighting, there's still a lot of demons that I'm fighting, and a lot of personal devils that I need to overcome, but it definitely was the beginning of a new chapter in my life," he expressed. Jin feels that God brought him to Hong Kong, where he thought he was going to explore a Cantonese hip-hop career. "As time passed, I realized that God planned all of this....I want to turn to Him now and express to him exactly how grateful I am. I've just been so blessed in the past year." Now, "it's bigger than me," Jin said, expressing his desire to "publicly declare just how great God is." The rapper asked for us to keep him in his prayers. He closes the video by acknowledging that he has said and done "some pretty ungodly things," but that he is certain that "the only thing that's going to...enable me to change is the grace of God and the power of God." For him, the journey is just getting started." I was happy to hear that Jin had put out a Christian hip-hop song but, like many of you, didn't know what to make of it. Was he really a practicing, authentic Christian? Was he just trying to get shine in the CHH arena after having to bow out of the secular one? Was this a one-time deal? Only God and Jin know what's next, but I have to commend Jin for being honest about his spiritual state of mind, and his love for Christ. I pray that his plain talking, his detailed testimony, and his willingness to confess why he loves the Lord will inspire others. Consider this a sizable spiritual coup d'etat, even if Jin doesn't drop another obviously Christian rhyme. He still has many fans, who are potential souls for Christ, as noted by approximately 200 comments each for the "Light Club" video and the explanatory video, titled "Jin....From battle rapper to Christian rapper?!" "yungblackcat," a commenter to the "Light Club" video post, recalled how Jin never tried to embarrass his foes in freestyle battles, but rather tried to overcome with lyrical ability. "That's what I always liked about you. And now you're saved, that's even better," he expressed. Of the testimony video, "amberannan" said, "I feel the Holy Spirit in your words. What a wonderful testimony. You inspire people like me who are living in Today's world. We can be young, modern and Christian. Thank you." "Onlywon" added: "Much love Jin. Been prayin' for you for years. A real blessing to know that God answered both of ours." Let's hope that Jin's testimony inspires others to consider a life for Christ. One thing I've learned recently when hip-hop and Christianity have crossed paths in the news is that secular fans aren't necessarily as close-minded to Christian beliefs or as "brainwashed" by the world as some of us may think they are. I was impressed by the number of people on popular secular hip-hop site The Smoking Section who didn't fall for the okey-doke when Jay-Z released a T-shirt emblazoned with "The Return of the God," referring to himself, in promotion of his new album. Comments on that particular post called the pronouncement blasphemy, expressed displeasure at Jay-Z for equating himself to God or, at the very least, complained that the T-shirt was in bad taste. We may have good opportunities to help make a positive change in others' lives. I would hope that hearing a story like Jin's, of secular rappers heeding God's call, will become more and more commonplace, whether those who are called continue rapping, in a Godly manner, or simply leave the secular arena to focus their personal lives on Christ. I hope that we will give these people the support that they need as new members of the body. We need to recall the struggles we faced in taking that step forward; imagine how much more challenging it must be for someone in the public eye to shed a negative identity that has given them psychological and financial worth, or to quiet the voices of industry folks and "friends" who don't have their best interests at heart, to hear God's still, small voice. Just as it has been a process for us, it is a process for people like Jin. The same goes for any fans of Jin's who want to find out more about his God. Let's show people the love that the Holy Spirit has given us--the clothes of compassion described in Colossians 3:12-13. Danielle Campbell-Angah is an affiliate writer for DaSouth.com. Visit her "Lost & Found" blog at http://prodigalreturn.blogspot.com/